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2005-01-05 - 3:14 p.m.
Hmmm. I am not very interested in myself lately. My life seems to revolve around buying cheap clothes, shampoo, food. Very dull. But I am excited about art again and I think it is the new year which has provoked this - resolutions, good intentions, new beginnings. I'll try not to look this gift horse in the mouth. Another thing: you know how I have been looking for a house? Well, I came to the realization last night that I actually don't want to live anywhere. I don't want to be responsible for a house, pay rent, decide how to arrange the rooms, lock the door every day when I leave. I don't want to live by myself, with my boyfriend or with anyone else. it just seems that any of those options would be a giant pain. If only I didn't need to sleep and cook and wash my clothes and keep warm, then I could just have a studio or something, somewhere.
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